and i know what you neeeeeeeeeedd
but i'm gonna screw it uupp, yeeeeaaaaaah
cause i'm an idiot, and i'm your boyfriennnnnddddddddd

haha lol idiot boyfriend by jimmy fallon is such a funny song XDDDD, you should go youtube it if you haven't already.

bleh, my week was pretty boring except for all the drama that's been going on w/my friend. it's got nothing to do with me, but i'm somehow a part of it. it also doesn't have anything to do with school, thank god. i fucking hate school drama. but i'm not explaining it cause it's pretty personal and stuff. but yeah.

my boyfriend is coming over tomorrowwwwwwwww , yay

oh and tomorrow is easter! happy easter to everyone! i hope i get tons of peeps, i freakin love those things. they are SO GOOD =]

and i decided to steal one of those journal quiz thingys cause i haven't done one of those in forever XD

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.


Eight Things
1. i play the cello and have been playing it for about 5 years (holy shit that's a long time o_o)
2. i like to name my stuff, but i suck at thinking of names. usually i get my names from a movie or something (for example, my cellphone is named lafawnduh from napoleon dynamite XDD).
3. my personality is (in my opinion, at least) similar to Tohru-kun's from Fruits Basket
4. i'm a pretty unsocial person. i usually hate most of the people i know, but of course, most of the people i hate don't know i hate them.
5. i hate alot food that "normal" people like (for example, mac and cheese, most cereals, milk, ketchup, hot dogs, pickles, etc.)
6. my best subject is math, i'm pretty good at it. numbers make sense to me
7. i think a lot. mainly i think about what will happen in the future for some reason
8. a good majority of the people i know where born in april. idk why.

i guess i'll start with why i haven't been on in months.

well, i guess i just lost interest in deviantart a while back, and just gave up on it. along with that, i've been busy with shitloads of schoolwork, projects, my very small social life, orchestra, reading, drawing, and other miscellaneous crap. i've had lots of stuff happen to me, like stupid school drama (aka untrue gossip and rumors). i get annoyed easily by many things, but i think stupid school drama probably annoys me the most. my best friend has been going through a lot of shit in her life recently as well, except her's is about a hundred times worse than mine. i'm not in the mood to go into details because then i'll just ramble on for about five hours about nothing.

next i'll go on to how i have been recently.

i've been great. i've been lucky enough to get into my choice high school, ida baker high school, so that's been keeping me happy. woo hoo, now i don't have to spend an hour on the bus both ways . i have a boyfriend named Nick who's pretty awesome, except for the fact that i can't talk to him/spend time with him over spring break (aka this week) because he has to spend spring break @ his great g-pa's. agghhhh. bleh. we've been together for 3 1/2 weeks, which is a record for me. i still hate everyone in my class if you don't remember my last journal that i deleted. along with that, i hate everyone in my orchestra too. i guess i'm pretty anti-social.

i've been reading a lot of manga recently too. i got back into fruits basket about a month ago, and now i'm pretty obsessed. i'm on number 17 . i also reading a manga called swan. it's really good. it's about ballet, but even if you don't understand ballet like me, you should go read it anyways, it's great. the art is ah-may-zing. unfortunately, only 13 of the 21 volumes are released in the u.s., so i'm gonna have to go searching around the internet for a place to read the rest of it . wish me luck.

and to finish it up, how has my art been.

i dunno. i don't draw animals that much anymore, but i'm still good at drawing them. lately i've been drawing people and such. most of my art right now is pencil drawings on lined paper, since i have a crapload of that in my room. i'll probably upload some of those within this week so yeah.

i'll probably update my journal again at the end of the week, so yeah.

gosh this was long, and if you read the whole thing, then thanks for reading
good night everyone.